There are days I wonder why in the world I am living here.
I moved yesterday and when I went to settle down with dinner and a book a monster cockroach apeared. With its wings out it was at least as long as my middle finger. I spent almost an hour sobbing on the phone and trying to work up the courage to kill it off the door. It finally ran away and dissappeared so I grabbed my bag and food and spent the night at a friend~s house. I~m on my way back now with spray and traps to meet the movers and see if one of them will pity me enough to kill it or them.
And I don~t have hot water yet so I can~t shower.
I wish at least that it wasn~t raining.